kaiba_model_001 ([info]kaiba_model_001) wrote,
  • Mood: What do all those words mean?
  • Music: The White Stripes- Seven Nation Army

My life is strange....er

I don’t quite know what’s going on anymore. I tried to be civil but…it didn’t work. I don’t like being a harsh person, really I don’t but around my ‘family’ (frustrated sigh) whatever. The other day was simply horrid. I don’t really want to talk about it all that much. I’d like to speak with nii-chan soon. I miss him…Another person I miss is Atemu. I’ll have to give him a call. I don’t know why I lost it so horribly but I did and there’s no coming back from it. If Seto wants to play that game…we’ll play.

This morning was rather odd. I felt a bit fatigued but by lunch I was fine again. I was left a note in the lobby and the same woman from my arrival was kind enough to give it to me upon seeing me. It was…well I don’t know how to describe it. First off it was a mix of at least 20 different languages that took me an hour to decipher and upon deciphering it the letter still made little to no sense. It was full of twists and it didn’t stay on one topic for to long, maybe a sentence or two. I don’t know who wrote it but…the note is worrisome to say the least. It spoke of how I had gotten back, but vaguely. It started out by saying I had been brought back and in the next sentence spoke of many recent years of progress finally paying off. It then hoped to Mokuba and Seto asking if they were doing well then if I had spoken to them. Next the note brought up the issue of whether or not I was fitting in and comfortable. Then it rambled on for three non-sensical lines about the cost of my return. The figures were added wrong and the price seemed outrageous but then again I don’t know the going rate for a body so I shrug that bit off. Following talk of price was a 16 line rant on duel monsters. It was like the writer was trying to explain the game to a beginner. Finally the note spoke of Atemu. The writer spoke of Atemu’s carrier. How Atemu was a star and a treasure. The writer spoke of all the clothing to all Atemu’s latest shows. He then praised Mokuba on the designs and informed me that he’d send another note soon. There was no signature. There were no finger prints on the letter. I am still quite miffed.

My stomach has been killing me…I think I’ll go lay down.

  • Post a new comment

    Error

  • 18 comments

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 02:56:47 UTC 6 years ago

Well, of course my name is mentioned. My name is always mentioned. You can't speak about the world without speaking about Mokuba Kaiba.

So, are you still psychotic-like? Because, really, even if I'm not going to live in the house long, I'd rather it not go to pieces during the time I'm there. Enough has been spent to fix up any damange and bloodstains as it is.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 04:54:03 UTC 6 years ago

(shakes head) I spoke with your brother. We've come to somewhat terms...I'm sorry for acting the way I did and I hope you can find it in your heart to one day forgive me. I'm sorry. I just want to help but it seems I'm a bit crap at it these days...

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 04:58:00 UTC 6 years ago

Isn't that just dandy. And what terms were those?

Well, I suppose if you don't go off again I might not mind you too much. Of course I have the right to change my mind at any time.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:03:12 UTC 6 years ago

The terms are I stay the fuck away and if he wants to talk he'll tell me so.

Of course. That sounds perfectly fine and I would never dream of saying you couldn't pull away at anytime you chose.

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:06:28 UTC 6 years ago

Yes, that sounds like my legal guardian. Or half legal guardian. Whatever it is now.

Pull away? I wasn't talking about hugs and those types of 'family' things. I meant I had the right to change my mind about if I minded you being near me or not, or just talking to me. I don't do hugs except for Moki except for sometimes during sex, but then it really isn't a hug anymore.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:08:36 UTC 6 years ago

(blinks and blushes lightly) I meant pull away from contact with me...not hugs...it was directed at a verbal relationship. I'm sorry I confused you. I meant if you don't want to be around me/ talk to me then don't.

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:11:23 UTC 6 years ago

Blushing, hmm? And why would that be?

Ah, I see we understand each other then. That's good, because I hate when people don't understand me.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:13:00 UTC 6 years ago

I understand you perfectly and the blush was (blushes more) involuntary.

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:14:48 UTC 6 years ago

I know you know why you were blushing, and you're not telling me...that isn't good. But, fine, lie to me. Start off our relationship on a rocky ground of untrust. I see everything you were saying before were nothing but lies.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:17:30 UTC 6 years ago

I-it's just that....I....I'm a-a virgin so talk of um (cough) such things kinda gets to me...

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:20:24 UTC 6 years ago

Oh? That's a pity.

We should get together sometime to talk.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:25:43 UTC 6 years ago

(blushes madly) A-a-About what pray tell?

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:27:02 UTC 6 years ago

About anything. But if you don't want to talk to me...

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:28:13 UTC 6 years ago

(regains composure) I'd love to talk to you! No topic is off limits!

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:29:22 UTC 6 years ago

Come over then. And knock softly so my legal guardian doesn't hear, and I'll open the door.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:32:49 UTC 6 years ago

(fights down his blush at the innuendo) I don't think Seto would like my sneeking. (slips on his shoes) Are you sure it's safe?

[info]narcisticmokuba

February 14 2006, 05:34:23 UTC 6 years ago

Hehe. No, he won't mind. Hell, he won't even know unless you start blabbing about it. Don't worry, it's safe.

[info]kaiba_model_001

February 14 2006, 05:37:49 UTC 6 years ago

(nods and makes his way over rapping lightly on Mokuba's window) Mokuba...Mokuba...!
Create an Account
Forgot your login or password?
Facebook Twitter More login options
English • Español • Deutsch • Русский…